…walked past a cemetery near my flat, fascinated by the graves and much else besides, without ever venturing inside. The mystery and interest though has led me to pen the following ode to aforementioned cemetery:

Cemetery tale:

Where light dances on the dead

around a quiet peace

through which many grieve

and many come to rest

one by one they form a line

as ordered by the graves

who has gone from whom they say

beneath the heaving pine

cry for the buried in their place

low beneath the earth

so loyal where they when they served

but knowing well the price

who knows what if or what will come

or why it has this cost

the tales that were heard the most

have by now been lost.

But will it make a difference?

Nominal tirade:

I’d protest,

Who’d listen?

I’d complain,

To whom though?

I’ve written,

No reply.

I rang them,

No answer.

I queried,

Little chance.

I kicked off,

They noticed.

Take a look around you, and look at their faces. Deep in to their faces…

The train

On the 6:41

no one utters a word

it seems so absurd

they’ll all so glum,

engrossed in their books

they avoid other’s glares

though no one cares

about how they look,

they all look so tired

yet their working like fools

they should down their tools

but then they’ll be fired,

I feel so alone

an outsider in this

taciturn bliss

can’t wait to get home.

Noticed:

Within my gaze are things I’ve never found

upon the ground, often with no sound

across the road are sights that I can touch

there isn’t much, that doesn’t seem as such,

by the water across a sandy shore

what’s been before, what won’t happen any more,

fields of golden brown that’s the bakers’ wheat

under my feet, it feels a hidden treat,

laughter amongst family and closest friends

the wounds it mends, the gloom that it transcends,

by day a path and night a mystery

as what we see and what it means to me.

Night song:

We struggle underneath

crushed by disaffection

in the air we breathe;

Sparkling orange light

with a back drop so forceful

it’s giving up the fight;

Yet the morning dawns

relieving grip of night

lighting up the people’s scorn.

I publish this here in hope that someone reads it and may be moved to comment. Good or bad, I want to know.

Bench:

Lining paths across our commons

looking out to sea,

offering the tired and weary

somewhere to rest and be.

To most a seat of comfort

yet so often more.

Loved ones gone not forgotten

by the sandy shore,

on top of hill tops in the downs

in parks and cemetries,

around town squares, in beer gardens

beneath wheezing trees.

For me a chance to glance surroundings

whilst others share discourse,

sweet nothings shared amongst laughter

before the strained divorce.

… but a bit of me can’t forget what follows next:

Leaves:

May has its calling

when the sun arrives,

slowly warming

forests and fields

that want to thrive.

By now the birds bring

song in woodland long

bereft – colours gone, as

one by one they passed:

green, brown, then yellow

at the last.

They’ll stay to watch the

meadows swarm with

well-wishers,

long shadows mellowing

to cool.

The leaves will yield as

the breeze bellows softly,

calling out the crowds to

take the air, where joy prevails.

Then one day the leaves

will turn our paths to mulch,

drawn in to autumn’s grip;

and so the birds will leave

knowing summer’s passed.

Is it me:

Is it me

or do all eyes deceive,

looks misconstrued

in my world of make believe?

Am I understood

or took another way

leaving those who listen

out of step

in what I say?

Feeling lost within the mass

of all I can’t abide

can I make the path

to somewhere

safe to hide?

When I stop

will others look

at what I used to mean

or will I fall

beneath the gaze

where I won’t be seen?

And on this theme, I was inspired to write this:

On my mind:

My thoughts turn

to you

night and day

your image burning

so bright

I think of nothing else,

my stomach churning

like a fiery sea

swelled by desire

unable to be calm.

We parted

having embraced,

how I long for this

again,

you are so much

in my eyes.

Yet we are apart.

And both alone.

I wish you could see

with my eyes.

Something seasonal

May 18, 2009

A ditty to toast the coming summer.

Sunshine:
Burning yellow rules our hearts

as blue skies raise our minds

dreams taken in its hands
our lives it can define,
offering a sanctuary

from falls’ austere charms
summer has a warm embrace

as winter’s does disarm,

At once a people smile

forgo a time so tame

enjoy and share ebullience

feeling better then the same,

For knowing it shall not last

our nature knows so true

how little we can live

in the golden hue.